Falling asleep

dreaming of you.

Tears in my eyes, this feeling is true.

When you’re not with me, for I am blue.

If only you

had a clue.

If missing you was a sport, I would get a gold medal in the Olympics. I wait, and wait, and wait for the day I can call you mine. For the day where we can wake up next to each other and know that this is what the rest of our lives will feel like. For the day you and I can share our thoughts and become one. When we can finally let our bodies tangle into each other’s and get lost in pure ecstasy. For the day we can hold on and never let go. The day where we no longer have to say goodbye to one another. The day where we can say hello and know that we can stay with one another now. I long for the day where our separate worlds become one. You’re the milk in my cereal, the blankets that keep me warm at night, the music that fills my ears and the thoughts that cloud my mind. You’re you and you’re the only one I want. The only person I want to fall asleep next to and the only person I want to wake up next to. I want to get lost in your eyes and never find my way out. You’re what’s keeping me up at night and what’s letting me get on with my day. Words cannot merely justify just how I feel about you. Seeing you standing there from across the room cannot be expressed in words or images. I can never fully articulate just how much you mean to me. I cannot put across just what you do. The way you make me feel and the way you make me see things. You have allowed me to see things in a new light. See myself in a whole new perspective. You have given me so much more than I deserve. So much more than I can fathom. I cannot convey just how you have allowed me to live. I feel like a daisy blooming on a spring day. The first snowflake that hits a child’s tongue. The first sip of coffee on a miserable morning.  I could memorize every inch of your body, take it all in, take you all in, and never get bored. I could sit and stare into your eyes and see the world. You are my world now. And I could not wish it to be any different. I yearn for the days I can roll over with the sweetest smile and see you laying peacefully next to me, dreaming, off in another world, but with me.  When I can hold your hand and kiss your gentle lips. When you and I are one.